Worthless and Weak

I'm feeling lonely and isolated.

Work is going, ehh. Its evaluation time again, and I feel like I've done a lot of great work over the past year, that I've really kicked ass and that added a lot of value to a lot of stuff, and I think that a lot of people are really impressed with me. But, not really my immediate supervisor. It seems like the client service team or risk team or whoever comes to me with a "project," and 90% of the time I can give them exactly what they are looking for, and my boss will be like "ya know, Garrett, we can't just give people these requests, we have to analyze the request and stuff." And it seems really stupid, cause half the time all I have to do is just run a simple query, and it would take twice as much time to do all this "analysis" as it would to just run the simple query and give the people what they need to know. Then she comes to me with, what are in my opinion, pretty useless things to work on.

It doesn't seem like I've got enough meaningful work to do on a regular basis. And my boss seems to be worried about giving me too much work.

So it seems like I'm making a great impression on everybody, except my own boss. Which kinda sucks.

Labels: fall, scooters, vacation

So, for about the fifth time in about three weeks, somebody has cancelled plans they made with me. (not the same person, just various people). Which is, ehh, kinda really sucky. And I'm starting to wonder if its something that I'm doing/saying. But I don't think it is! That's what gets me.

Labels: fall, scooters, vacation