Worthless and Weak

Life is like a boring movie. Long and boring, and only "intellectual" artsy people see a point. Once in a while, something interesting happens, but most of it is just boring boring boring, with huge amounts of symbolism. You have to pretend that all that symbolism means something if you want to keep yourself awake, until one day its over, and you have some half-closure to it, but tons of things are left over. All along, you're thinking about how everything was completely different than it is supposed to be (how the book was). Overall, it sucks, but for some reason you go through it anyway.

In case you're wondering, I'm having a sub-par week, and a sub-par Halloween, and just finished watching a boring movie with friends and such. Hence my remarks. Oh well, maybe as early as THIS SATURDAY my life will take an unexpected turn for the better. Maybe earlier. Anyway, I'm thinking its not gonna turn around till February. Thats how it usually works. Its a good thing that Christmas is located in winter, that makes it much more bareable. Anyway, happy Halloween. I'm sure that you've seen some of the evil fiends of Trebla walking around tonight, asking strangers for candy. (they're the children dressed as clowns.)

Anyway, I'm just feeling tired, but not the good type of tired. Tired of thinking of stupid ways for me to fill my time. I need to get out more. Oh well. February will be here sooner than you think it will, then things will get better. They always will. I'LL MAKE THEM GET BETTER!!! Goodnight, and God bless you all.