Worthless and Weak

Well, I'm back in Boston, and hopefully my world won't explode for a couple of weeks. Anyway, tomorrow will be better than today, because its tomorrow, and not today. Today, I don't have a full day. Tomorrow I will, (hopefully). And then I'll start to kick it old school.

Anyway, I figured out that I'm entirely too bitter and cynical. I used to be happy. What happened? I guess I just don't like anybody, and I get bitter entirely too easy. What I need to do is get a whole new outlook on life, one that is much less cynical and sarchastic. I need to be happy, and be nice to everyone. I guess I just need to let go of all the hate thats inside me, and realize my place and everyone else's place in the world. Anyway there are very few people in this world that haven't managed to tick me off at least once. I can only really think of one or two, and with the first one its probably just because I have a bad memory. Anyway, those who haven't rock.

Whats the really deep thing is that I probably don't like myself, and until I learn how to, I'll probably be miserable. I have to spend an aweful lot of time with myself, I should really learn how to like myself.

And finally tonight, great game by Brett Favre. Great comeback, great passes, and an overall great game. You rocked!

So, I'm saying goodnight now, because if I do, I'll reach tomorrow soon. Horray for tomorrow.