Worthless and Weak

I feel that I'm slowly begining to change. Starting to feel more comfortable around people, and I am allowing myself to be myself. Not that I'm never scared or intimidated or anthing, just that today I feel more likely to start up a conversation with random people or something. Thats probably been one of the biggest changes in my life recently. I still have trouble dealing with certain types of people, but I'm getting there.

Thats one of the things thats going right in my life right now. Yay rightness. Also, I'm developing better sleeping habits. That is, not sleeping in every day. I sleep in only every other day. Well, alright, whatever. Anyway, I've had better study habbits than I had the previous two quarters. Which is nice. I kind of feel that I'm slightly more productive this quarter than in previous quarters.

Does this mean that I'm any happier? No, I'm not sure that it does. There are several things that I'm doing just plain wrong. For instance, I like joking with my friends. But I have a tendency to take it a little bit too far, and sometimes I say things that hurt people. And, so I apologize to you, because, if you're reading this, I've probably insulted you in the not too distant past. So I am sorry, and I'll try to control myself in the future.

Anyway, I'm not sure if I'm much happier this quarter than I was last quarter. Probably happier than I was in fall quater, though. Well, at least I'm doing several things that I want to do, and I am sort of getting my life on the track I want it to be on. This isn't neccessarily good, but its better than the alternative.

Wel, see everyone tomorrow. Hopefully, it will be nice out, love you all!