Worthless and Weak

Ever read people's blogs? Well, I assume so, because you're reading mine. But, I think you might find a common theme to all blogs, and that is that everybody's life sucks. I haven't been telling you all how much my life sucks. This is primarily due to my inability to have a coherent thought. That, and I have decided not to make this blog into a device for self pity.

But I think that kind of keeps me secret, I don't really share stuff here. You could read this whole blog and not really learn a thing about me. Now, this happened for several reasons.

For instance, lets assume that I am, how shall we say, smitten, with a certain girl. Now I like a girl only after I have known her for a while. So, if I know somebody, I'm talking to them over AIM, and hopefully she's reading my blog. Which means that if I'm say, trying to "get it on" with say, "Jennifer." Now, its entirely possible that I should in fact tell Jennifer that I like her. But, I must wait till I'm ready. Which leads me to believe that it would be a good idea not to talk about how much I like Jennifer in my blog.

Anyway, thats not entirely it. I'm a very private person. I like keeping things to myself, so I don't really share all my feelings and fears and stuff.

But, I think I'm gonna make an exception tonight. Cause, there's something that I just have to get off my chest. I've made a stupid attempt at saying it earlier in this entry. Well, what I'm trying to say, is, Jennifer, I love you. Every time I see you, I just get so excited that I can't take it anymore. Please please please!!! I LOVE YOU!!!