Worthless and Weak
You're all worthless and weak!Friday, December 26, 2003
Today, something went horribly horribly horribly wrong, and made me depressed, angry, slightly confused, and damn near hateful towards the entire world. On the one day which is supposed to be the happiest of the year, when people get together, and put aside any differences they might have had to join in the celebration of the birth our lord, somebody hurt me deeply. One person, whose name I shall not mention, decided to give me an action figure for christmas. An action figure. I'm 20 years old, what the hell do I need an action figure for? What really makes me mad, as if an action figure wasn't bad enough, it wasn't a GI Joe, or a transformer, or anything cool. It was a Sigmund Freud action figure. Why? WHY??? I just don't get it, and I don't think I want to get it.
Anyway, on a slightly more serious note, there is something that I've been wanting to write about for a few days. And I shall do that now. Ahem.
It feels right. It feels so damn right. But I'm told it is wrong. How can the logical and the emotional be so opposed to each other. I don't even know that its wrong, that's just what I'm told. I'd like to make it right, but I know that I can't, if its right, then its right, if its gonna change, time, not Garrett, will change it. What really screws with me is how other people tell me that its right too, (not that they would know, but hey). In fact, nearly everything I can see points to the fact that its right. But I'm told that its wrong, by the one person who would know. Oh well, I'll just take what I can.
Anyways, goodnight, and have a happy new year.
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