Worthless and Weak

You're all worthless and weak!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

 
For the past three weekends, I've spent at least time (dinner or lunch usually) with this friend I've recently made.

I feel like I connect with her intellectually in a way that I don't with almost anybody else. A lot of times when I'm with friends, there will be a time when I start to get bored. This has yet to happen with her, I've probably seen her 10 or 11 times now, and each time I can't help but think the evening (or day, or whatever), ended too soon.

She's quite physically attractive, and I admire her integrity.

The thing is twofold, - when I first met her, she told me that she wanted to keep the relationship platonic. The second thing is that, (for lack of a better term), I don't feel like I'm in a crush with her. It just feels different - can't really explain it.

The question isn't if I should force it- (or, to phrase it more generously, take a chance)- at this point, that's dumb. Until she tells me otherwise I'm going to respect her decision, because the status quo right now is "making a really good friend," which is totally awesome and probably more of what I need right now than a girlfriend.

The question is: am I actually attracted to this girl romantically, or am I just thinking about "more" purely because she's an attractive female? Or is this a distinction without a difference?

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